Beshter (beshter) wrote,
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Hate...

It's so easy to fall into hate when you are angry.

Lord am I angry now.

I'm angry at how casually I seem cast aside and the seeming innocence of it all. "Why should you be upset, I don't understand?" Innocent turns of phrase that are cast recklessly out and hurt like stones.

I steel myself and wonder how I can get you out of my life so I don't have to be hurt by you anymore. And every time i get the courage to do it, you countermand it, and that pisses me off.

Do you not get how it cuts and hurts? Or do you not care?
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